Sunday, December 16, 2012

An unnecessarily detailed response to a simple question


I'm not looking for anything or any person. Just kind of seeing and being hopeful.

I used to think I was looking for "the one", my soulmate, my match. But I've come to decide that this single soul doesn't exist for every phase or moment in any person's life. There might be someone who fit in my life two years ago, or 5 years from now. And there might be someone who is able to be in my life throughout the ups and downs and the natural cycles of complete uncertainty and utter bliss. Either way, I do not actively seek a person, rather I just hope that someone else believes this as well and we can fill the ebs and flows of the other's.

Although I am a person who lives my life with pure, incandescent love, this is not what I seek. I have had a lot of love in my life, and also a lot of heartbreak. So, while I love Love, I just hope to end up with someone who makes me laugh. Because if there is humor, everything else will surely just fall into place.

I kind of see it like this: If I happen to meet my soulmate online, or in a class, or while grocery shopping for embarrassing feminine products and/or a disgusting plethora of candy and frozen dinners, that's fine with me. If I can trick a Spaniard into marrying me, that's cool too.

I am not hoping for a someone. Just a feeling, I think.

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